Friday, December 03, 2004
8:35 AM
well..today im supposed to meet yana at somerset at 11.30 to watch movie the incredibles which starts at 12.45..meet her for lunch first then i shall go buy mi swimming suit n mi mama's tube..in case u r wondering wad happened to mi swimming suit..well..somehow it shrunk(or ive grown out of it) n itz shape changed(for some reason which i dunno y)..yupz..tml wt coming back le..she says she will come back in the evening..mm..then tml..haiz..somehow u know ytd then i realised tat i still had the ability to cry over someone instead of smth u know tat..i tot i had already lost the ability to..i dunno..i realli realli lost all the confidence n faith in miself le..ive been losing slp at nite..n i didnt hear the vibrations in which ppl smsed mi n called mi(for some reason i always kept the hp by mi side..the reason..maybe i'll reveal it soon..maybe not..depends)but last nite i managed to think about a lot n a lot of logical things..n illogical ones as well(well normally i think a lot of illogical things la..)then tot of if we dun believe in smth tat we do..how can we ever succeed in doing smth..so..tada!fairytales will come true onli when u believe..if u dun believe..how do u expect tat to come true rite?hmm..these few days have been fanning bee fang a lot on a matter ive been troubled by..hope things arent tat silly..i juz dunno wad good n bad it will do to a person..
